Revealing our system to my partner tonight

Title says most. I’m actually a bit nervous but not that he’ll take it badly, just that he’ll obsess over it or try too hard to understand it when he just won’t be able to at least for a while. I live with him so I’m willing to work through it, I’m just nervous 

I made a word document with some YouTube links and the WORLD’S WORST SYSTEM MAP. I used an app to make it and it came out literally terrible but I think it gets the point across. It might be hard to explain to him regardless. But also if he knew it wouldn’t be a big secret anymore and it might answer some questions for him just knowing that I’m not always totally me.

Anyway I’ll update with how it goes, if it goes.

Edit

It went good. I’ve been planning it for months really

He had kinda noticed some things that once I told him about it he was like Oh that makes sense

And then he tried to relate to his own experience, which could be similar to mine but wasn’t the point so I set us back on track

And I showed him some art of us that I did and anyway overall it went good