These days I’m really only functional for a couple hours a day. I’ve been forced to take a leave of absence from work, and...

I spent a lot of time looking at this website going “okay, so do you mean all adults with a dissociative disorder?” before I...

Testing. Testing. And even more testing. That had been a lot of what’s been going on in our life lately. Our physical health has...

T-E-C’s meat wagon is not the healthiest – we have Diabetes, COPD, Pulmonary Hypertension, Sleep Apnea, Asthma…. the list goes on. The last few...

It’s difficult for me to talk about this stuff, and I’m still really figuring it out, but writing is therapeutic for me and I...

I still remember when we first started working with our therapist…over two and a half years ago at this point. I remember being Very...

TW: discussion of somatic(body) flashbacks and periods I wanted to share a tutorial for easing somatic flashbacks, particularly for those who have somatic flashbacks...

Holy fuck. We actually have some more answers about our things. Our therapist has been telling us to spread it among our system so...

The letter of the day is A as in: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA The color of the day is: [error404] The mood of the day is: And...

The white-hot metal sizzled through the sky Landing at the roots of the sacred tree, it crackled Echoes of the starsteel rang through the...

We are, unfortunately, the child of the parental-units who have abused us emotionally, mentally, physically, and sexually for as long as we can remember....

We recently learned that people with autism are more likely to develop trauma disorders. Let’s talk about it. We’ve been diagnosed with autism since...

I fronted for the first time today at work. I HATE it. It’s loud. It’s busy. I don’t have any idea what I’m doing...

I don’t understand what is going on with our brain. Something happened today in our brain that basically…shut down the “hosting system” in my...

Is it bad that I want all of the other people in my head to shut up and go away? I just want everything...

So we have an alter who is named after what our body was going to be called if we were born male (full name...

Kind of a rambley blog update about alters coming out of dormancy and some (positive) family talk. I told our grandma about our DID...

This was going to be a giant rant by the alter who actually probably needs it, but before we could write anything our co-worker...

I want to thank the following folks for volunteering to be on the council for the rest of this year: les_fractals_de_la_neige dragons muse And...

To start with… I’m not really sure who’s speaking. Stress and anxiety levels are through the roof. We’ve spent most of the day involved...

The fiance’s dad is getting back today from vacation and I feel paralyzed with anxiety. I need to eat but I haven’t been able...

Today has been a really, really good day so far. Our partner-system and us has decided to take today as our weekly “together day”....

I don’t know if we’ll continue this here, but we currently don’t have any other writing platforms, and this new story idea is clawing...

TW: transphobia, and some of the typical “Christian” arguments against our existence We took a fucking chance in reaching out to an old friend....

A note from Desi to any who read this: it is long. It is traumatizing. There are many many triggers here, so please do...