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Hello I’m Clover, I’ve been spending a lot of time up front for a few days. I like to think Im chill, though I guess…

Hi, my name's Saoirse, and being able to hyper-focus is my superpower. It's also my downfall. I've always had the ability to put everything...

We've been debating and trying new ways to run our system. For decades it was fairly simple - we had three subsystems, each subsystem elected...

Did the title get your attention? While we understand that people want exciting content, we refuse to make a spectacle of our disorder to get…

some newbies showed up. Actually, that’s a lie, one has been here for almost 2 years, and the others I don’t know how long. Funny…

  Today we went to a doctor’s appointment to check my blood sugar/pressure. We’ve been having some problems with both, mostly I’m concerned I’ll lose…

Idk, title says all? It starts to happen and immediately my stomach goes HEY NOW HOLD ON THERE and I’m all stressed not knowing what’s…

We've recently made a drastic change. It's made some of us wonder if we have needlessly reinforced our separateness over the years...

I’ll start by saying some of us like people and some of us don’t. Actually, I might be the only one in my system who…

Things are changing in T-E-C land. We're going through a transition. Well, probably more than one. Something about our health feels very wrong.

These days I'm really only functional for a couple hours a day. I've been forced to take a leave of absence from work...

I spent a lot of time looking at this website going “okay, so do you mean all adults with a dissociative disorder?” before I decided…

Testing. Testing. And even more testing. That had been a lot of what’s been going on in our life lately. Our physical health has given…

T-E-C's meat wagon is not the healthiest - we have Diabetes, COPD, Pulmonary Hypertension, Sleep Apnea, Asthma....

It’s difficult for me to talk about this stuff, and I’m still really figuring it out, but writing is therapeutic for me and I write…

I still remember when we first started working with our therapist…over two and a half years ago at this point. I remember being Very Skeptical…

TW: discussion of somatic(body) flashbacks and periods I wanted to share a tutorial for easing somatic flashbacks, particularly for those who have somatic flashbacks in…

Holy fuck. We actually have some more answers about our things. Our therapist has been telling us to spread it among our system so we…

The letter of the day is A as in: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA The color of the day is: [error404] The mood of the day is: And the…

The white-hot metal sizzled through the sky Landing at the roots of the sacred tree, it crackled Echoes of the starsteel rang through the forest…

We are, unfortunately, the child of the parental-units who have abused us emotionally, mentally, physically, and sexually for as long as we can remember. Our…

We recently learned that people with autism are more likely to develop trauma disorders. Let’s talk about it. We’ve been diagnosed with autism since we…

I fronted for the first time today at work. I HATE it. It’s loud. It’s busy. I don’t have any idea what I’m doing (Ty’s…

I don’t understand what is going on with our brain. Something happened today in our brain that basically…shut down the “hosting system” in my brain?…

Is it bad that I want all of the other people in my head to shut up and go away? I just want everything to…

So we have an alter who is named after what our body was going to be called if we were born male (full name and…

Kind of a rambley blog update about alters coming out of dormancy and some (positive) family talk. I told our grandma about our DID a…

This was going to be a giant rant by the alter who actually probably needs it, but before we could write anything our co-worker that…

I want to thank the following folks for volunteering to be on the council for the rest of this year: les_fractals_de_la_neige dragons muse And yes,…

To start with… I’m not really sure who’s speaking. Stress and anxiety levels are through the roof. We’ve spent most of the day involved in…