In Perfect Love and Perfect Trust…
While I no longer consider myself a Wiccan, there was a time on my long and windy spiritual path that I did. And I had…
sharon.t-e-c
May 11, 2023
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A Word to Our Abusers
Two of our abusers are still alive. One is not. They might end up here, reading this site. (Hopefully not the dead one.) This is…
t-e-c
March 1, 2021
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I’ve Been Thinking About This for a While
Blahhhhhhh, I hate everything today. I keep trying to move forward in my trauma healing, and I keep running into the inescapable reality that someday…
The_Star_Fissure_System
March 9, 2024
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Just Journaling…
Sharon here, opening up the computer and seeing if anyone else in T-E-C is around. (Writing to each other is the easiest way we communicate.)…
sharon.t-e-c
November 30, 2021
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Exes and Why’s – TW: abusive exes, low self esteem, SH
A note from Desi to any who read this: it is long. It is traumatizing. There are many many triggers here, so please do not…
muse
May 13, 2024
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In Which I Fight to Let Go of the Unpredictable Future
There’s this painting by Goya that has haunted me ever since I first saw it. It’s called “Saturn Devouring His Son”. It is, from my…
The_Star_Fissure_System
February 17, 2024
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I’ll Keep Your Broken Edges Sharp for all Eternity (or at least until we can find some glue)
When my system first discovered my location innerworld, I fought them the best way I knew how. I told them that I would self-harm. I…
The_Star_Fissure_System
January 14, 2024
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Our Father, Who Aren’t In Heaven…
If you had asked 6 months ago if I had forgiven my father, I probably would have said yes. I thought I was done with…
saoirse.t-e-c
April 10, 2022
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How to be an Ally to Someone with a Dissociative Disorder
Boundaries – how boundaries for a system will likely present differently than you might be used to with non-systems. Different alters in a system might…
wiki_editors
April 16, 2024
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Emotional Dysregulation Whirlwind
*TW: mention of mental health, substance abuse, pregnancy scare, death of a relative* The past few weeks, I’ve been noticing a change in me. I…
Flusterette
August 10, 2023
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