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Idek if I had a point with this
So…Ty has been trying to talk more to the other groups of alters in my head. The group I’m apparently part of isn’t the one…
Read MoreI Am (The Alter)
It’s difficult for me to talk on something like this, but Jeri felt it would be good for us to communicate with more people...
Read MoreThis post is difficult for us to publish
The title is very accurate, as our system has a hard time trusting our memories to be factual and not some escapism fantasy we...
Read MoreJe veux mon Papa
So, the little who wants to write this doesn’t have a large vocabulary, and also speaks mostly in French…but the rest of us are...
Read MoreAlways December
A couple of days ago, I would have given anything to get out of front. And I did try to switch others in with...
Read MoreI Miss the Wildflowers
In the house where I grew up, every spring brought hepatica, violets, and dandelions. Trilliums in the woods and honeysuckle on the woods’ border....
Read MoreCassandra Cain Appreciation
And the best brothers I just think she’s really cool and bad ass, and it’s cool that in some comics she doesn’t speak or...
Read MoreA Tangled Mess
As other alters have mentioned, I am trying to start communicating with the alters that I “exiled” from front years ago. I asked our...
Read MoreI hate our brain sometimes
So. Our brain is really stupid. We have to parse out our tasks into very tiny little steps, and organize those in a way...
Read MoreEvery Alter Matters, Even Me
When we began the process of re-instating Lothair’s subsystem as our host, I remember Diana having trepidation about the alters that he would be...
Read MoreWelp, what now?
Yesterday, we basically deleted the entirety of our Simply Plural and Plural Kit…on purpose..in order to allow ourrrselves to start over with them. There...
Read MoreNew med side effects…or emotional improvements???
I hate starting these new medications that we’re on…we can’t tell if we’re just experiencing a lot of side effect stuff, or if there’s...
Read MoreWell This Escalated Quickly
My favorite game of all time is in the process of being remade. I still have mixed feelings about any changes whatsoever to this...
Read MoreA short story
We started writing this last night, and finished it up this morning. I know that this has something to do with things that have...
Read MoreI was doing it all wrong (pt.1?)
The past year or more has been spent in a huge effort of deconstructing a whole load of things I had been told/consumed from...
Read MoreMy Best Friend
I hope that we are able to regain more memories of partner system soon. It’s frustrating, because so much of the time that we...
Read MoreDerealization and Dissociation
We’ve been learning just how bad our derealization and dissociation really are recently. Nothing really feels real. We know it’s real, but is it...
Read MoreSYSTEMLOG:000001
A rough “meet the system” **We will add and make changes to this as we can and as alters feel comfortable** “The Nomads” —>...
Read MoreOverthinking Again
Waiting for the tea water to boil. Mornings are always useful for gathering my thoughts. I need to utelize this more, instead of worrying...
Read MoreIt’s hard to fear an after-death hell when it feels like you’re living in one.
Didn’t realize dealing with health insurance and medical appointments would be a hell like this, but here we are. Sunday it seemed like we...
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