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Aliases and Confirmations
So I wrote a whole post and then accidentally deleted it. Writing for most of my life has made ctrl+s an instinct rather than an…
Read MoreA Few Updates
Thanks to our therapist, we’ve gotten to a point in alter communication and healing where we’ve started having/remembering dreams again. Almost all (if not...
Read MorePadsicles for Somatic Flashbacks
TW: discussion of somatic(body) flashbacks and periods I wanted to share a tutorial for easing somatic flashbacks, particularly for those who have somatic flashbacks...
Read MoreLots of Change
The littles in our system have been greatly enjoying playing Stardew Valley with our partner system. I don’t think we’ve ever gotten this far...
Read MoreFiguring things out
Holy fuck. We actually have some more answers about our things. Our therapist has been telling us to spread it among our system so...
Read MoreToday’s stats
The letter of the day is A as in: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA The color of the day is: [error404] The mood of the day is: And...
Read MoreThe Contract: A Transmutation of Paleontology (I Have Already Paid for My Life)
As a child, I sang to ancient bones, But the void, the overturn, the betrayal, Tremored within me. Disintegrated claws and amber, Tar pits...
Read MoreThe forgotten stars
The white-hot metal sizzled through the sky Landing at the roots of the sacred tree, it crackled Echoes of the starsteel rang through the...
Read MoreOur Home is a Real Place
We started a Stardew Valley farm with our partner system yesterday! We’ve played Stardew Valley before, but partner system has played it a lot...
Read MoreThe Results Are In
We are, unfortunately, the child of the parental-units who have abused us emotionally, mentally, physically, and sexually for as long as we can remember....
Read MoreThe Trauma that Comes with Being Autistic
We recently learned that people with autism are more likely to develop trauma disorders. Let’s talk about it. We’ve been diagnosed with autism since...
Read MoreI hate our job
I fronted for the first time today at work. I HATE it. It’s loud. It’s busy. I don’t have any idea what I’m doing...
Read MoreFirefly Dreams
Related posts Missing Our Cats We have this scar on our leg from one of our cats at home. It’s mostly healed,...
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I don’t understand what is going on with our brain. Something happened today in our brain that basically…shut down the “hosting system” in my...
Read MoreIntroject?
So we have an alter who is named after what our body was going to be called if we were born male (full name...
Read MoreNew Alter and Some Validation
Kind of a rambley blog update about alters coming out of dormancy and some (positive) family talk. I told our grandma about our DID...
Read MoreCo-workers
This was going to be a giant rant by the alter who actually probably needs it, but before we could write anything our co-worker...
Read MoreThe Safety of Stories
Every year, my sister and I used to stay with our grandma for a week over the summer. A gnarled tree grew by the...
Read MoreNo One Stops
I used to think that we were just ditzy and dumb. But the more that I remember. The more I realize how conscious the...
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