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Hi im Francesca, i dont think i have DID as such, because i dont have alters and i dont ‘switch’ into other identities. Although i do have some sort of variation because i get these ‘panic attacks’ or ‘splits’ as i call them, where it feels like im realising that my thoughts arent my own, like ive been possessed by something and all my identites are fighting to get into my body and it just sends me into mania. Really cool. Ive never spoken to or heard of anyone having anything similar and ive been to therapist after therapist trying to find help and ive had no answer. I was sexually abused from around 3-10 and i developed these issues from around 10 (im 19 now). Also got an intense phobia of being on my own because it makes me have these ‘panic attacks’. Id just really like to find someone similar and find someone who can help me.