Am I A Bad Host?
About three years ago, there was a significant shift in our system. I became the primary host. For the 25 years or so before then,…
saoirse.t-e-c
October 7, 2023
1 Comment
Search Results
Low Oxygen Day, Failing at Self-Care
My O2 numbers were pretty good for a few weeks, enough that I stopped wearing my pulse-ox meter. This morning, however, I was feeling really…
saoirse.t-e-c
December 26, 2022
No Comments
Therapy progress
Our therapist says that we’ve been doing amazing work over the last few weeks of therapy. From our perspective, it feels like we’ve barely begun anything.…
Les_fractals_de_la_neige
May 2, 2024
No Comments
Withdrawal
I’m bipolar (manic-depressive) as well as DID. That’s a dumpster fire of mental health issues that we struggle with to this day, and its honestly…
saoirse.t-e-c
June 6, 2022
1 Comment
I’ll Keep Your Broken Edges Sharp for all Eternity (or at least until we can find some glue)
When my system first discovered my location innerworld, I fought them the best way I knew how. I told them that I would self-harm. I…
The_Star_Fissure_System
January 14, 2024
No Comments
Should I Ask Who is Fronting?
This is a common question. You might default to asking who is fronting to try to be a good ally – thinking that knowing whom…
wiki_editors
October 15, 2023
No Comments
Who Am I?
I have no idea exactly where I end and Saoirse begins – that’s kind of extra blurry now. For awhile its like we merged, and…
janet.t-e-c
March 6, 2022
No Comments
Trauma and Gender Identity/Expression
I don’t like the way that our body looks. It’s different from how it looked in the past, though it doesn’t feel like a body…
darthcat
January 3, 2024
2 Comments
Dereal Deal
One of the fun things about DID is you essentially get all the dissociative disorders. It’s like a combo meal. Today for lunch we’re having…
t-e-c
February 28, 2022
No Comments
The Different Healing Goals for Systems
History of Treatment Fusion being the only goal of therapy for Dissociative Identity Disorder is very outdated in our understanding of the disorder today. For…
wiki_editors
April 16, 2024
No Comments