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Amnesia from Trauma

When someone experiences trauma, their mind might resort to one of many protective mechanisms. One is dissociation – detaching from the experience to shield themselves…

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Figuring myself out

Now that the archangels in our system have begun to calm down, and Eden is once again accessible, I finally feel like I figure out…

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Collage montage

They’re a little autobiographical in nature, the first three being representative of my life up until entering treatment…  These first 5 were all made in…

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Twenty one

I’m twenty one today. It’s not ideal. I‘m recovering from chest surgery, in the midst of a bad bout of IBS, and weaning myself off…

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Self-Kindness

I wouldn’t say that I love myself, or really any part of T-E-C. I tolerate us, I like some better than others, but in general…

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To All the Lurkers Out There

This site gets hundreds of visits daily, yet most people don’t log in and post. Maybe you feel like you don’t have anything worth sharing,…

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Incognito Files, part I

🧑 (me) – “You know what I would love tonight?” 🧔(partner) – “What?” 🧑 – “Some beer and pizza.” 🧔 – “Sure, I could go…

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Been Having a Hard Week

Yesterday my boss called me at home, and my mom came over to check on me, because I wasn’t responding to texts/messages like usual, because…

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Who Am I 

My job is to convince people that Clover is still alive. This body changes, grows hair, gains and loses weight, bleeds and heals; inconceivably, undeniably…

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