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Possible Fusion, definite Integration
Might’ve had a fusion. Noticing changes in me, and some evidence of potential fusion. I had a depressive episode around a traumatic anniversary early this…
Emotional Dysregulation Whirlwind
*TW: mention of mental health, substance abuse, pregnancy scare, death of a relative* The past few weeks, I’ve been noticing a change in me. I…
Collage montage
They’re a little autobiographical in nature, the first three being representative of my life up until entering treatment… These first 5 were all made in…
Post-integrative haze
Snuffed embers, cool ash Place it amongst what you want to grow Never mind that the hearth is cold Nourishment comes from the combustion .…
“Nature’s veil”
This image and caption came up on a FB post that was shared in a group I follow. I’m not sure who the photographer is,…
RE: being ‘the odd one out’ and social anxiety:
It is GOOD you made it to two social events this weekend, despite struggling with anxiety, depression, pain and fatigue. It is OKAY that you…
Mecca the Spider
In my last (first) Blog, on feeling like a Shell without Identity, I mentioned Mecca. How did I come to find I had a spider…
Identity Struggles as a Shell
TW: mention of some mildly potentially triggery stuff, read at own risk but I’m keeping it to a vague minimum as best as I can.…