An Enormous Realization
A warning. This blog post contains talks about splitting…at least about the topic in general as it relates to our system. I know that can…
Les_fractals_de_la_neige
December 19, 2023
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Denial, Not Just a River in Egypt
The lights were down, Heilung was blasting on the headphones, and I settled into what I expected to be some romp down through mythological symbology.…
saoirse.t-e-c
April 30, 2023
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Am I A Bad Host?
About three years ago, there was a significant shift in our system. I became the primary host. For the 25 years or so before then,…
saoirse.t-e-c
October 7, 2023
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In Which I Fight to Let Go of the Unpredictable Future
There’s this painting by Goya that has haunted me ever since I first saw it. It’s called “Saturn Devouring His Son”. It is, from my…
The_Star_Fissure_System
February 17, 2024
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Fake-Claiming, Invalidating, and Self-Diagnosis
Saoirse tries to be big and tough IRL, but the truth is that under all that is an incredibly sweet and kind person who can…
sharon.t-e-c
April 28, 2024
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Hell is a Bipolar Mixed Episode
Most of the time, if I’m having trouble with being bipolar, its pretty much straight depression. I crawl into myself and sleep 20 hours a…
saoirse.t-e-c
March 28, 2021
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Us and Relationships
Relationships are a complicated matter. And maintaining relationships in our current situation makes matters even more complicated. We have a very limited support system (because…
darthcat
November 5, 2023
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Something that started with a point, but became a ramble/vent
Innerworld has been…a mess lately. We are SO fragmented, it’s insane. When get down to the size of fragments we have going for us, there…
Les_fractals_de_la_neige
February 6, 2024
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Withdrawal
I’m bipolar (manic-depressive) as well as DID. That’s a dumpster fire of mental health issues that we struggle with to this day, and its honestly…
saoirse.t-e-c
June 6, 2022
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Therapy progress
Our therapist says that we’ve been doing amazing work over the last few weeks of therapy. From our perspective, it feels like we’ve barely begun anything.…
Les_fractals_de_la_neige
May 2, 2024
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