Possible Fusion, definite Integration
Might’ve had a fusion. Noticing changes in me, and some evidence of potential fusion. I had a depressive episode around a traumatic anniversary early this…
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To Remind Her, And To Remind Me
A psychiatrist has diagnosed me with “Features of Dissociative Identity Disorder” in addition to my diagnosis of Dissociative Motor Disorder / Conversion Disorder. She was…
Emotional Dysregulation Whirlwind
*TW: mention of mental health, substance abuse, pregnancy scare, death of a relative* The past few weeks, I’ve been noticing a change in me. I…
Rotting
Trigger Warning: This blogpost discusses death and may feed the beliefs of someone with Cotard’s syndrome. Other triggers include implicit discussion of CSA, RA, and…
Collage montage
They’re a little autobiographical in nature, the first three being representative of my life up until entering treatment… These first 5 were all made in…
Post-integrative haze
Snuffed embers, cool ash Place it amongst what you want to grow Never mind that the hearth is cold Nourishment comes from the combustion .…
Who Am I
My job is to convince people that Clover is still alive. This body changes, grows hair, gains and loses weight, bleeds and heals; inconceivably, undeniably…
Dear Hidden One : It Will Be A Long Road
This is the start of a series of letters I am writing to the girl I was. She is a survivor of overlapping trauma that…
“Nature’s veil”
This image and caption came up on a FB post that was shared in a group I follow. I’m not sure who the photographer is,…