Having memories from my source is hard when I don’t feel like I was my source. Yeah I am Nico Di Angelo, but I am not the son of Hades, or a commander of the dead. I haven’t been through all the ups and downs that my source has been through, yet the memories are still there.
The main memory I am dealing with right now is in the book House of Hades where my source and Jason Grace are dealing with Eris/Cupid (Greek/Roman god of love). I didn’t want to remember that part in my source, knowing “I” was forced to say my deepest secrets to survive… it feels so wrong. I know it helped my source heal.. but why did he have to force me to talk about it?
Oof. The relatability to this is intense.
As an alter who feels nothing like their “source” it’s hard to believe that I once came from a world where quirks are normal and being quirkless is looked down upon – Shinsou
I know our Tamaki definitely relates to that feeling!
-Legacy
Glad to know I’m not the only MHA introject in the same boat – Shinsou