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Remembering Quizilla

The above image is for any that might worry about us with our timeline update yesterday… Somehow…though we are still very much suicidal…we have made it to another day. Being alone for long periods when we’re like this is what’s the scariest. Thankfully yesterday we were able to keep ourselves

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Into The Realm of Lights

A lifetime ago, our body was that of an infant’s. “Joyeux Noël!” the people cried around me in those early days. A shadow clung to me already-the loss of the only person who knew me better than maman. The lights around me were dazzling in all ways. They were captivating.

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Y’all Are Cute

I owe my sanity to all the people I am dating in my partner system. Also, my therapist is badass (but that is unrelated to this video ^^”) -Lothair

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The cycle of a phénix

You are probably thinking that something with such a title is going to be some really cool symbology-packed story that shares a very veiled aspect of our system. Nope. Today is a vent/rant that turned into me looking at things from a different perspective So here goes I wrote a

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I Don’t Have a Body, But I Am in Colors

Holy shit, how are we 30? Last thing I remember, we were running; towards a clear goal and away from losing our heart’s desires to the fog. Writing, drawing, planning, thinking. And then we stopped. We had to hibernate, even though I was afraid that we would never wake up

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Facepalm

Oh my god, I am an Actual Dumbass. The help I’ve needed has been very pointedly staring me in the face since before I was even freaking born. And I’ve just been stumbling around like Gandalf trying to open the gates of Moria. Holy hell do I have a lot

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Myers-Briggs Type Indicator

Katherine Cook Briggs and her daughter Isabel Briggs Myers The Myers-Briggs Type Indicator (or MBTI) is pseudoscientific self-test created by Katherine Cook Briggs and her daughter Isabel Briggs Myers which attempts to separate people into 16 different personality categories. It does this by assigning binary values to each of these

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In Which I Fight to Let Go of the Unpredictable Future

There’s this painting by Goya that has haunted me ever since I first saw it. It’s called “Saturn Devouring His Son”. It is, from my perspective, the perfect depiction of an active pedophile. ACTIVE being the key word here. If you are a pedophile who has never actually hurt a

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Goldfish and Eternal Feather

I stand at the threshold of darkness, And I feel no need to die. Stars wheel above my head and I wonder, So I wonder, How anything so immense could cry so softly like a child. I missed you. In this crowded room, nothing was safe, And faces faded in

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