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Waiting for the tea water to boil. Mornings are always useful for gathering my thoughts. I need to utelize this more, instead of worrying and forecasting events that may never come to pass. It is frustrating to be in a place where there is so much that you know needs

Didn’t realize dealing with health insurance and medical appointments would be a hell like this, but here we are. Sunday it seemed like we had a plan to get back on our one med that we’ve been off of for a month (not on purpose). We had an appointment on

Idk why I made this account.. I don’t understand why life is so weird and chaotic and terrible for me rn. I am a tired possum who just wants to sleep all day, but these people in my brain won’t shut up and leave me alone

Our system has been writing more and more lately, and I have to say that it feels kind of amazing for ourselves to watch this unfold. Because we have a lot of very personal and specific imagery that we use when we write – I know this is probably true

Has anybody else noticed how Oneshot seems to be inspired by The Little Prince?  I think it’s really cool. Partner system is like our rose, separated for eons by amnesia. And now we actually get to just…exist together. Healing together and learning together. And we couldn’t be happier. -multiple system

I can’t pretend to be happy. I can’t pretend to CARE. I can’t pretend to have energy for anything besides breathing and continuing to exist…and even that is hard. It’s probably a good thing that our system is getting on medication. And then, with how suicidal we were not that

Me: “Lothair, when anybody tries to ‘save’ people, they just get in their way. YOU’RE the one that keeps complaining about how stupid it is to appoint Grand Inquisitors; I know you know this. Just…focus on saving yourself and expressing your truest self. People will be inspired by that and

It’s been honestly a bit weird working on drawing and writing again. I feel like an afterimage, but I also feel like I am solidifying a bit? I’m really trying to focus on slowing down the trauma VHS of my brain. Because my brain seems to be stuck in a

Alright, so I’ve been wracking my brains for a while now about how I want to handle this whole writing thing. Because the idea of having serial novel on this blog sounded like fun. (Yes, I see the humor after Lothair’s whole-ass rant on being afraid of turning into Dostoevsky.)

I am so thankful to so many people right now.  I wish that I could express it all, but it’s difficult to see in pieces that I can transform into words. It’s a very big feeling riddled with amnesia holes. I am trying to see what feels like the best