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Spring Semester of College, here we go?

According to the student finance section our spring tuition balance is at $0.  Which I think that it has been paid for.  The only real indication is that it mimics the fall semester balance, and the fall semester balance has been paid… We spent so long thinking through what things

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Trauma and Gender Identity/Expression

I don’t like the way that our body looks. It’s different from how it looked in the past, though it doesn’t feel like a body that most of us want to cause. Not a body that we want to call home.  Growing up we used to hear a lot “You

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Our “day of hell” is a week away

So… First of all, The “day of hell” is in regards to our birthday. It is a week away from today And, well… It has always been a terrifying day for our system. Mother and father always made sure it was, even when others didn’t. There were generally others involved,

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7 hours into 2024, and we’re already crying

It is 6.53ish now. Whoops, just turned 6.54. We work in about an hour. We’ve already spent 15ish minutes crying. We don’t want to go to work. We know we HAVE to, but it feels like the emotional, physical, and mental equivalent to surviving a trap from the Saw franchise

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A (perhaps too immersive) blog/journal about my current gaming

-2433, -2176, 0307 I spent over an HOUR irl time making this stupid broken elevator up to the Gerudo Canyon Skyview Tower. Most of that was before the system had to go to work, so we already had an insanely stressful time crunch…and then this STUPID freaking task decided to

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Doing Better… Dreaming of Travel

I’ve fallen behind on keeping up with all the cafe blog postings from members, but I promise I’ll read them at some point. It seems like so many of us in this community struggle and are dealing with Major Shit – I honestly just needed a break. I needed to

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I miss having long hair, I want it back

Currently the hair on our head is about the length of pixie cut. It is nice. It is practical. It doesn’t take too long to get to ready. Our scalp itches like crazy, mainly because we both did not know the dangers of sulfates in hair and that some of

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A Very Angry Rant on Mommy Bloggers

Below is a very angry rant. If you wish to proceed, please keep that in mind. Why do people who didn’t grow up with C-PTSD feel the need to share their advice on it? In the context of “my child has PTSD and this is how you, as a loving

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Things feel a bit hopeless 

I feel sad either my feelings or feelings that are blending through.  I don’t know why we are sad. Though I equate it with feeling hopeless about our college situation, though that might not be the case.  Maybe it’s because we went to the local library and got movies from

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To Catch a Falling Star

There is some not very veiled trauma stuff in here like certain words and actions of sexual connotation. Please skip reading if this is not something you can handle at the present. -=-=-=-=-=- Go and catch a falling star, Get with child a mandrake root, Tell me where all past

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