While putting a trigger warning on a potentially difficult post is a courtesy, it is NOT required. Reader discretion is advised.
A start of something new
I don’t know if we’ll continue this here, but we currently don’t have any other writing platforms, and this new story idea is clawing itself…
Read MoreRespecting Our Ability to Know Multiple Perspectives
One thing that I’m excited about right now is that the more we remember, the more therapy work that we do, and the more...
Read MoreExes and Why’s – TW: abusive exes, low self esteem, SH
A note from Desi to any who read this: it is long. It is traumatizing. There are many many triggers here, so please do...
Read MoreMother’s Day and Bad Feelings: TW – depression, abandonment, trauma
Desi here fronting with Jess backseat. Mother’s Day is not a good day for her, second only to her child’s birthday, so she is...
Read MoreRapid-Switch Ramble – Episode Two
Subtitle: Attack of the Alters (in-system joke with a vague reference to one of our fave Star Wars movies) Currently we’re just testing some...
Read MoreIn the Silence, I Heard You at Last
As other members of our system have mentioned, we started EMDR recently. There’s a lot that’s been going on in my subsystem and in...
Read More(insert a variety of stressed-out Alexei noises)
I’m fronting today. Which is NOT what I want, for several reasons. First of all, it’s our system’s therapy day today. Perhaps surprising to...
Read MoreAmerican Politics Across Social Media and the Effect It’s Having on Our System
TW: politics, BPD, anxiety, paranoia, depression, S/A, S/H Related posts I hate being the villain Alternative Titles: -“Why are people stupid?”-“Do People Forget That...
Read MoreWhy won’t the stress disappear?
Anon: -This isn’t the point of this post at all…but I wonder how much would our system kill me if I used Comic Sans...
Read MoreLate Night Talk – Anonymous
Midnight as come and gone, one o’ clock quickly coming. My thoughts silent yet running free like a tiger stuck in a cage. My...
Read MoreDarkness by VD
TW: SH and mention of suicide Darkness of the mind is something hard to explain and even harder to escape. The dark words once...
Read More*Alana 1* TW – schizophrenia
This is Alana. We are awake at 7:30 am right after Jess’ partner left for work. There is a monster in the wardrobe, right...
Read MoreWorking Towards Grounding More and More
Our therapist outsmarted us last week. We have been VERY hesitant to start EMDR. There are a lot of reasons for this, such as...
Read More“Loved” but am I?
We definitely feel this post needs trigger warnings with just the reactions in our own system. We talk about complicated parental “love” and the...
Read MoreF*** today
In the last 24 hours we’ve gotten maybe 2 hours of sleep and in the 24 before that, maybe 4. Why the fuck can’t...
Read MoreRambles 1 -Jess
So here we are! I’m glad to find a place that feels inviting with other people like us. The discord has been great so...
Read More“Rapid-switch Rambling” Episode One
Welcome to a new series I like to call “Rapid-Switch Rambling!” Where we go into blogging, with no set topic or thought in mind,...
Read MoreTherapy progress
Our therapist says that we’ve been doing amazing work over the last few weeks of therapy. From our perspective, it feels like we’ve barely begun...
Read MoreAlter Introductions
Steven Grant (He/She/They) – Steven is an introject from Moon Knight and is a co-host in the Moon Knight subsystem. He does not front...
Read MoreRapid-Switching
I feel like this post needs some sort of additional serious trigger warning, but I also can’t pinpoint anything specific that can be put...
Read More